SINKING SHIPS.
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MARIE GARCIA. |
Thursday, June 11, 2009, 9:43 PM
5 MORE DAYS. Dear friend, I'm sorry if I hurt you in any way. You don't know how much I regret this, all of this. No, I take the blame. I started this, I started everything. And sorry if I went over the line. I didn't plan to, and I never wanted to. I never wanted you to find out about this lil secret because I know deep down inside of you, the old you in still there. And that things will be the same again like last time. I really thought by keeping this to myself would make things better, that everything's gonna be alright. But I guess not. And by venting out my anger on other things/people made things worst. I should have told you what I thought, but I didn't wanna hurt your feelings and end this friendship. But yknow what? The post, everything, isn't about you. It's not even close to you. I would never ever thought of you that way. Never ever. You can trust me on that. I hope to settle things with you, like right now. But you're leaving soon and when you come back, I'm gone. And please don't blame him. But if you think that way, then okay. I can't change that and I won't say anything else because you might think that I'm siding him, but I'm not siding anyone. I love you alot kay. Yknow I do. I, too, need your hugs and assurance that things are gonna be alright. I want you to tell me that it's gonna us again. But for now, I want you to take good care of yourself and have fun during your trip and not let this bother you too much. Promise me that. I want you to enjoy and forget this problem. And when the time comes, we'll talk this out. I just wish that someday, things will be okay. And that someday will be soon. Lots of love, Marie. Labels: I'm sorry. |